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Appearance is not the way of life...
You must cut open with a knife...
Ignorance is a phrase we speak...
Without true meaning we cannot seek...
It's true we all lower our points of view...
If wings present themselves you knew it flew...
But maybe some you cannot judge...
For some people will never budge...
Nothing is certain for us in life...
Except the wound cut by the knife...Mood: happy Battle Cry: Opeth - Benighted |
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Pain and confusion...
Dealt by seclusion...
Foretold words ignored...
Old memories stored...
All is lost...
What was the cost...
Not sure the worth...
Causing new birth...
A piece inside gone...
After dusk must come dawn...
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Why live caught up in a chain when you can break free and move on...
There is no point in tears for they are falsely drawn...
No point in suffering for life is too short...
Wasted away days are no reason to fret...
Life is not over for me yet...
Much more walking left in these shoes...
Days and days of happiness with nothing to loose...
Falling must always be followed by standing...
Your brain has no reason to be so demanding...
A cycle in life we all follow...
Till our bodies crumble and our hearts are left hollow...
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Took my cat to the vet today... We went to baccinate it and to give it a flea treatment... turned out she was very sick... She got put to sleep =( Thats Life...
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Has life been different or has the reflection of my past come back to haunt me...
These months have gone by quickly but left no traces of bad times...
There are still mental stigmas blocking my path but eventually they will be cleared...
I am loosing all of my musical ineptness again...
My imagination is growing but my realism is depleting...
Balance between the truth and dreams is neccesary.. this I have forgotten...
Unfortunately my dreams have already drowned me and now all I want to do is smile...Mood: indescribable Battle Cry: Linkin Park - Figure.09 |
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Feb. 19th, 2005 @ 06:54 pm
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Jan. 19th, 2005 @ 04:21 am
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| » Scarface... |
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 | You scored as Cocaine. Be careful, this drug is very addicting, and you can build a tolerance quickly.
Cocaine | | 81% | None! | | 50% | Ecstacy | | 50% | Inhalents | | 38% | Marijuana | | 31% | Alcohol | | 31% | Mushrooms | | 0% | </td>
What's your ideal drug?
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Jan. 19th, 2005 @ 04:16 am
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| » Nigguh!!! |
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Retarded Girl XD!!!
Jan. 5th, 2005 @ 04:10 pm
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| » A little convo with Santa.... |
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NinjitsuZr0: yo nigguh
santaclaus: Hey. Its you again. You spreading that Christmas spirit?
NinjitsuZr0: im spreading your moms legs
santaclaus: Hmm. Why don't you type, music, maybe that will put you in the Christmas spirit :-)
NinjitsuZr0: you want me to listen to music while doing your mom?
santaclaus: Every year I mix my self a CD of holiday classics for my big ride. Here's where I'm starting to gather my inspiration: Pop Holiday Radio@Netscape
NinjitsuZr0: the big ride with your mom?
santaclaus: Yeah, everyone keeps asking me about this one. I think you can start your search here: Big Air Ball Tower
NinjitsuZr0: I'm sorry buddy I don't do 3 ways with another guy involved
santaclaus:
Well that's the spirit. Better than coal huh?
;-)
NinjitsuZr0: ya but inside your mom it feels like a furnace some I'm not too sure
santaclaus: Excellent.
NinjitsuZr0: ya she is excellent santa
santaclaus: Indeed
NinjitsuZr0: Shes enjoying the sleigh riding I'm providing
santaclaus: Oh, Dear. It's the elves again isn't it? Try typing menu; I've got a plan to get you in the Christmas spirit.
NinjitsuZr0: Well I think I might make this a white christmas very soon
santaclaus:
:-D
Dec. 8th, 2004 @ 01:21 am
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You have intense wontons! Your wontons are
gargantual and you are usually approached
by workers at China Canton restaurants. You
have been called a number of things and a song
by the name of Dim Sum Girl was dedicated to you.
You represent Eastside China Town.
Nov. 13th, 2004 @ 02:53 am
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I was screwing around to see what I would get with different colors/different sex and I thought this one was completely horrible and hilarious at the same time. According to this, I will commit incest, Pedro will make cum 1000 times, I cuddled with Andrew, and Leon... well you can read it yourself. This is horribly disgusting but I laughed.
Now the real one with my favorite color and real answer for sex.......
Not quite as horrible as the first one but still pretty bad. Now heres what happens in my crazy dreams.....
I'm not really into that dominating stuff but thats better than the first two. Well sorry I haven't been making many LJ entries. I know I'm missed by everyone(Ya right!) but I've been working hard on websites. Keep it real people and I will begin posting entries normally in a while. Peace
Oct. 15th, 2004 @ 01:52 am
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You're Knives!
Which Trigun character are you?(pics!)
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Oct. 10th, 2004 @ 12:14 am
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Will anyone listen to my words? Lately I've been feeling different. I know what the problem is but solutions are yet to be found. My weakness may be dependence and I have no way to cure it. I must fight somehow but my mind seems
to be holding back it's true power. It's funny how the people you help feel better, don't help in return when you are in a position as bad or maybe even worse than they were. Maybe I send off signals showing that their help isn't needed. It's hard when you have nothing to look forward to and this I must gain. My dreams are big but as of late, my actions have been lower than average. This is very normal but posting this can give me a chance to let this out.
Althought very confusing and disorganized, these are my inner thoughts. I should sometimes take my own advice, but I choose to create new advice instead from trial and error. Right now while I'm finishing writing this I am feeling better than I did when I started. Maybe the sudden release of something as small as those words written made me feel better. Unimportant details affect me in such an important way. Life has many turns... but I will make sure that I am the one steering... Goodbye and thank you for reading.
Sep. 27th, 2004 @ 12:17 am
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I used to watch this show as a kid, so this quiz is gangster.... I'm the pimp american kid thats always tryna hit on the blonde bitch!
You are...WHEELER, the street-wise teen from
Brooklyn. You provide comic relief to your
fellow Planeteers. You are a flirt. Your
element is Fire.
Which Planeteer Are You?
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Sep. 24th, 2004 @ 03:51 pm
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| » Life in Every Breath.... |
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Yo All. I'm talking to my lil sister on the phone and I'm pretty bored, so I decided to write an entry about what happened in my life today. I started the day waking up real early at 2 in the afternoon. I then got going with my busy life by putting on some episodes of Naruto. After long hard hours of watching Naruto, I took a break from my tedious work. I barely had time to eat before I started watching again. At this point I was fatigued to such an extreme that I almost passed out. I then gathered up the energy to keep watching until I reached episode 20. After that, I talked to Pedro for a while about my hard day at work. Right now I'm exhausted to the point that I can barely type out this entry. I leave you now with a picture of me trying to keep a reassuring smile on my face while I fight to stay awake on the inside. Out........
Sep. 16th, 2004 @ 02:37 am
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Yo All. I just got back from the crappiest mall in the world(Westland Mall). I needed to buy a shirt for my graduation. I really haven't done anything big today. Weekdays are always so boring, especially if you don't go to school or work. I've been thinking a lot about my ex lately but I haven't been feeling really bad. I was thinking about all the fun times we had together and it made me wonder if any girl can give me that much joy again. I'm pretty sure there's a great girl out there that will surpass what she was to me, but when will she come around. I can spend all my life searching for that special girl and probably never find her. Where is the beauty my heart desires? Only time will tell.... I'm Out....
Sep. 14th, 2004 @ 08:02 pm
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I wrote an extremely long post by the name of Memories and it got deleted. In it was all my deep thoughts and feelings. Now its gone but the point is that it was written and I let out what I felt. Instead of rewriting it, I replace it with this. It doesn't matter anyway, it was meant for me. Either way, I'm sure no one would've read it due to the fact that it was WAY TOO LONG to read. Well today I worked out for a while. I am kind of sore at the moment and I'm going to go to sleep momentarily. Peace my Nigguhs and I live you with a pic of me flaunting my gangster ass chain. Out....
Sep. 13th, 2004 @ 03:52 am
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