Will anyone listen to my words? Lately I've been feeling different. I know what the problem is but solutions are yet to be found. My weakness may be dependence and I have no way to cure it. I must fight somehow but my mind seems
to be holding back it's true power. It's funny how the people you help feel better, don't help in return when you are in a position as bad or maybe even worse than they were. Maybe I send off signals showing that their help isn't needed. It's hard when you have nothing to look forward to and this I must gain. My dreams are big but as of late, my actions have been lower than average. This is very normal but posting this can give me a chance to let this out.
Althought very confusing and disorganized, these are my inner thoughts. I should sometimes take my own advice, but I choose to create new advice instead from trial and error. Right now while I'm finishing writing this I am feeling better than I did when I started. Maybe the sudden release of something as small as those words written made me feel better. Unimportant details affect me in such an important way. Life has many turns... but I will make sure that I am the one steering... Goodbye and thank you for reading.